Wandering into Wholeness

Garin Samuelsen
3 min readApr 19, 2024

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Wandering

In the cool rain

i happened upon a red maple

her girth covered by life

i browsed the billowing mosses

and the intracolored lichen

mazes and textures

of living mandalas

such intricate webs of beauty

all interconnected

this beauty

more than any painting

or cathedral

dancing here with me

in the kaleidoscope of Now

stillness lies the mind

goalless and joyful

all imbued in Wholeness

come dance here with me

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stop and question thoughting

for in enculturated thinking

we are controlling, moving so fast, not flowing

we have no idea what it means to wander

and in this

our minds are fragmented and stuck

born into conditional love

we splinter ourselves off as children

thinking there are parts

that my parents, teachers, and other children

like in me

and parts they don’t

we are taught that t

here is something wrong in us

and so separation and insecurity is born.

From this root trauma, we search, cling, and fight

to get ahead

see, warring comes from insecurity

a hunger for power and wealth

that will never quench

the emptiness those following that path are trying to fill

we run and run, creating drama

which feeds our cultural system of dysfunction

until the system is dismantled

freed from within oneself

drama, conflict, and war will be the cultural reality

instead

leap into the emptiness

with me

heal with love

stop and pause

question and dig in

let thoughts flow out

until they quiet on their own

and then see

see there is

no need for war

for environmental destruction

for drama…

here in the stillness

the deep quiet of emptiness

you shall wander the open roads

you shall wander

in such a profound presence

that the universe will bring you to

right where you need to be

right here

right now

here

you shall see the sacred

for you are the sacred

you are the universe

there is no separation

see

that one is the immeasurable wholeness

that flows through

all

and you see

you have precisely what you need

already right here

right now

Slowing down

wandering with no direction

trusting in what is

you will notice the incredible beauty all around you

and may discover upon a tree

a living micro-ecosystem

that is beyond definitions

and here

beauty and love flow like light

All things in time will come and go

the now is timeless

The now is boundless

The now is Whole

That which is true never was born and will never die

find that and all is and will be and has always been okay

Beautifully okay and immeasurably wondrous…

i wander aimless

without goals or direction

i find beauty in the smallest things

the laughter of a child

the flight of geese

the sparkle of silvery blue

upon a snowflake

i dance with whomever I come across

it doesn’t matter who you are

I have only love in my heart

all I need is my two wonderful feet

a little food and some water

the universe provides me joy

along my endless pathways

let go here with me

and let wholeness flow

here the world

is already transformed

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Garin Samuelsen
Garin Samuelsen

Written by Garin Samuelsen

I am a transpersonal therapist, a teacher, and love wonder. I have explored many wild places. Wholeness and love is what it is all about for me.

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