In Our Enculturated Forced Dreamstate
In our enculturated
forced dreamstate
formulated ideas of good and bad
co-arising
needing each other
for their very existence
a realm of duality
we are forced
into a maladaptive drama
not realizing we are
simply actors and actresses
most of us
within this dreamstate system
are forced into being workers
forced indentured slavery
where the rich get richer
and most become poorer and poorer
where we are tearing apart the earth
to keep the system of sorrow going
and thereby becoming a cancer
for by destroying the host, we destroy ourselves
we are living in
a sick, violent, destructive system
a dreamstate that is nothing but a sorrowful delusion
we play this dream out individually and collectively
stuck in traumas from our past
without knowing it consciously
we have been traumatized by
being forced to become something we are not
and not being seen for who we truly are
this trauma comes in physical and psychological ways
but all coming from the same root
a root born from a society
stuck in an idea of separation and fear
a society that creates a God of authority
that created the idea that there is something wrong in us
we are taught to believe this nonsense
because we are taught to separate ourselves
from ourselves
we continuously fragment and hurt
one another
we have lost sight of our interconnectivity
and so we destroy the wild
we try and control
for we are deeply insecure
and have lost sight of trust and inner fortitude
we manipulate ourselves and others
because we have been manipulated
to be something we are not
we compete against each other
thinking this is human nature
when in fact
we are born trusting
we are born
open, curious, and in wonder
Poverty is our society’s creation
Racism is our society’s creation
Sexism is our society’s creation
environmental control and destruction
in our society’s creation
To try and fit into this oppressive drama
will do nothing but destroy oneself
so join me and stop playing this drama
wake up from this enculturated dream
i am done
i will not play this sick game
any longer
i leap
over the edge
no longer content
to satisfy dreams
i am here to slay the dream
to jump where dragons and monsters
roam
i leap
diving where
few want to traverse
i dive into the dark
labyrinth of what was
formulated
unconsciously by the
forcing of me to play the game
through family and educational authority
this trauma lay within body/mind
i had nothing left to do
but dive
my only weapon
was an unweapon
a golden halo
of awareness
this pure awareness
understood the truama
of my mind
and healed without trying
awareness healed by seeing
healing with compassion
that flowed without being called
here
in this healing,
the egoic hold released
and
i saw, i was, i am, i always will be
beyond time/space
wholeness
for all is present
a presence
beyond senses
beyond form
beyond time/space
truth is here
and here
there are
no doorways
nor keys
there are no paths
only presence
to where everything
that once was
is no longer
and divisions
and enslavement dissolve
like clouds
where
sight becomes clarity
maya is perceived directly
and the drama of
ignorance
and fear
are seen as
nothing more than a mirage
so here
slow down with me
move with the flow
flow into the wild
of all that is
and is in you
rage into freedom
rage with me
stop buying into the cultural BS
i am here
you are here
everything is here
flowing within the
whirlpool of presence
beyond all words
all symbols
all ideas
flow
and break free
question all authority
dig in, research,
don’t run or fight
but be with exactly where you are
and look to understand
not hate or despair
acceptance helps one see
here is
is where i am
not in holding back
not in covering up
not in appearances
but in oneself free
this is the power that is the greatest
not forced on others
but radiating what is
which can’t be contained
